♥ Thursday, August 5, 2010 9:02 PM
I still remembered myself unpacking the luggage just weeks ago & now I'm packing my luggage again.
Bringing a super heavy heart with me & I'm leaving Singapore for... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 days.
Hopefully when I'm back, my heart will feels alil' better. :)
These few days was indeed torturous.
Have been struggling very hard between myself, my mind & my heart.
Holding back myself is the toughest thing I need to do.
When each & every thing I do everyday just can't stop reminding me of you...
I miss you appearing in front me whenever I'm down.
I miss you giving me tight hug whenever I feel like crying.
I miss you telling me that you want to be my tissue paper.
I miss every surprise you brought for me.
I miss you holding my hands.
I miss you texting me all day long.
I miss you calling me whenever you wake up in the morning.
I miss you reminding me to take care and be careful every time.
I miss you wishing me good night every night.
I miss the few hours talk every night before we sleep.
I miss you telling me everything.
I miss you laughing loudly with me.
I miss your expression when you're holding back your smile.
I miss you complaining to me about work.
I miss you singing songs to me when we are in the car.
I miss you fetching me from school.
I miss you bringing me out for supper.
I miss staring at you when you're driving.
I miss working with you.
I miss eating meals with you.
I miss wiping your mouth for you.
I miss going out with you.
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But everything is just too late now...
