There's this guy whom I met almost 4 years ago.

I could still remember clearly the first day we met.
He was so shy for the 5 minutes talk we created for him.

He was a quiet little boy who loves the cross his hand under his armpit during briefing.

I taught him my shortcut of wiping tatami room on his first day.

No good impression of him, rare conversation between us even we always walked the same way home.

All I could remember of him is, he loved showing the little girl in his wallet around bluffing everybody that it was his sister, & he never failed to talk on phone the very first minute he off work. We always loved to disturb him & the girl on phone. & I always tried to steal that little notebook in the mini pocket of his bag, but always failed.

All these remains for almost 2 years plus.
He got close with everybody else except me.

Our conversation never exceeded 5 sentences, because somehow I hate him for acting cool, I hate him for thinking that he's a handsome guy, I hate him for rejecting my help like always thinking that he's faster than me.

Our conversation only began to improve after I joined full time. Instead of the quiet little boy, he became a noisy & irritating guy who loves to disturb others. He never failed to laugh at my pimples & my oily face & I swear I hate him to the max for that. 

As times passed, we got closer & closer by disturbing each other to pass time in the boring Heeren branch. He loved to say that we have zero 默契, but I loved to tell him that we have 100% of 默契. He loved to tease how ugly I am, that's why I loved to call him BF because I wanted him to have the most ugly GF on earth. He loved to laugh at me for every little things, especially my face. He even told me, if I can have a flawless skin, he will marry me, because he knew I could never have a flawless skin again like any other girls! He's the most bastard guy I can ever know...

Those time was our happiest moments, with the purest friendship, we can even share heart to heart talk until more things happened... & we became so complicated that it involves 4!

Too much lies! Too much hurts! Too much quarrels! To much unhappiness in between.

Somehow, I missed the past, before everything had happened.
& I've always been wondering will everything be different if we've met just months earlier?

To be continued...

With ♥,